We are, I think, the architects of our own fate. If so, then I am doing this to myself. I have been plagued by bleak thoughts for some time now. I don't sleep much and when I do it is not well. I was struggling to understand why this had come into my life, and almost by chance I noticed these three images I was working on at the same time. Placing them side by side, a clearer picture of why I remain troubled emerged. These are the thoughts and ideas that I must fill myself with, hour after hour, day after day. I need a change.